luni, 24 august 2015

How to change your life: how fucking difficult can that be? I'm writing this only because there was no blog with the same title. And that title was the most obvious search criteria I could think of. Just messing around, it's not true. Anyway, how to change your life - the ultimate question.

      So, let's put it into thinking: what's wrong, and what's good.

What is wrong:                                                     What is good:

1.Drugs                                                                1.Love
2.Friends that do drugs                                         2.Kindness
3.Drinking                                                            3.Life
4.Smoking                                                            4.Respect
5.Driving under the influence of substances          5.People
6.Sitting around for no purpose                             6.Marijuana

Well, in the beginning YOU have to avoid the \wrong_things/ , and push yourself to the limits into the good side. Sure, at first your limit would be actually giving a fuck, but then YOU 'll think that, fuck, it's not that hard. Not knowing yourself, down to the very end of your toenail , that YOU, ME, I , WHOEVER, want to do this, will NOT achieve the desired end result, and that will lead to depression, which is not nice.
                                Are YOU aware on what YOU are about to do next? Because brother, I have no clue.
I am frightened about the thought of change could happen. Shit, all I want is change, but when actually change is about to happen, shit hits the fan. But enough is enough, and because terminating your own life isn't an option, and you are sick of looking in the mirror and not being pleased of what you see, where you are, what you are , who you become.

NO! This has to end now! Finish your last pot, drink your last beer, smoke your last joint, and don't kill yourself, instead take a pledge to yourself that YOU will change. And I will change! YOU also!

Change is there if YOU want it to be. All YOU have to do is DO IT.

I"m sitting in a very uncomfortable position right now, and because I'm in my early 20s, I have to fucking do something about it. Time flows, and doing this in my early 30s could be too late. Fuck this shit!

I'll be filling with content whenever I fell,want, have time or is necessary.

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